My eyes fall upon two ghosts staring at me with blank sockets. A raging storm of doubt and equilibrium climbs higher into this room. The fan pushes it back down. These sickly bastards just keep gawking at me, as if they know the truth that envelopes the tarp of dead skin that encompasses me in turn. The little dead ones are made of acrylic, cast upon stretched canvas no bigger than I. They must be on their way to Hell, for this is what I foresee. Outside there are men roaming streets and casting...

As I have no witty introduction to use, I'll just get straight to the point: There's this girl that goes to my school, and I just absolutely LOVE talking to her. It's my favorite part of the day whenever I can get her to smile or laugh. In fact I just straight-up love her.

But whenever I get the nerve to ask her out, she's with someone, I chicken out, or I stall. Now she's possibly about to break up with her BF and here enters my dilemma. I want them to break up, but at the same time...

He is dead. He passed away yestereve.

Didn't make it out of a jump at another on coming car. He was smooshed. They turned around and ran him over on purpose. I saw it.

We will always remember you as the one and only skull that was brave enough to take on on-coming traffic without fear.

You will be loved and missed by all.

Farewell my best friend.

- Aaron


*PAY YOUR RESPECTS BELOW*

Okay so... you may have noticed that my activity has dumbed down quite a bit in the last week or so. Here's hoping I can explain it! *TAKES A DEEP BREATH!* GO!

Right! So! Dad and I weren't on very good terms for a while. Almost to the point where I went upstairs, packed some clothes, and left home. We've been at it for a week, and only just reconciled yesterday. It's... been a hard week, to say the least. I couldn't take being alone, being on bad terms with the only other person in...

Saturday...
I have a date.

Yes... perhaps it is too early for me to be doing this.

BUT.... I'm not going to sit here and feel shitty and be in crappy moods all the rest of my days.

So, therefore... I am going on a date Saturday evening!